Loyal to a Fault

So what was I anticipating? Hanging out with Hermes... He was going to be in town, we were going to hang out... just like we did before... but it didn't happen the first night, or the second, and we didn't make it to breakfast either... So, I was a bit saddened over it.  I discussed the scenerio with a friend and said that perhaps Hermes is " Loyal to a fault but even the people I just flirt with should still respect my feelings" True true...

So... I know that he would have been tempted, I probably would have too but I can clearly separate who he is in real life to the man I have made him to on this blog.  I think for the first time in a long time I may have intimidated a man. Its not because I would of thrown myself into his bed and hoped that he was interested, it was becasue he was interested and in the slim chance that I would of suggested anything, something may have happened...

Was it that or was it he's seen this blog? He knows what I think commonly, and he's seen me in next to nothing... but he's also seen me in a swim suit in real life, and we have been submerged in water up to our nexks and forced to work in cold dark palces together... Nothing ever happened. Maybe I slight brush of the hand or an incidental touch but that was it. Now he doesnt trust himself alone with me?

I'm kind of flattered that he thinks I have that kind of power becasue I never thought I did before. I still want to talk with him and flirt with him but I will find it hard to get my hopes up again...

Another thing I am looking forward to... a friend is coming and staying at my house over the weekend. It will be a much needed invitation to let loose and probably cry alittle and have a  lot of fun. I just need that interaction with someone and since Hermes felt like he was doing something wrong without ever doing anything wrong I can probably manage to find someone else to play... at least for a little bit.

ANother thing I am looking forward to? I was working with flirty guy at work on Sunday and Monday... I can't wait to get that going again, he was so fun...

Also a brief and sincere thank you to Jack (and Jill) for talking me off the edge Friday night after a few too many drinks, and keeping me company, entertained, and excited last night.  You may never really know how much that all meant.

Anticipation...

Sometimes the build up is soooo good...

 

 

 

 

Home for two days....

So say... you go away for a few weeks, you come home for only 2 days before you have to leave again on another adventure to save the world. What would you do? Take a nice long shower, and then fuck right? That is for sure what I would do... or at least what I would plan to do.... Not so much though... So off to another month or so with no physical contact... How is that even possible? Only time will tell...

Something to look forward to... and a late THN

How do you make it through days that seem to run together? Pick something to look forward to, whether its a trip to the spa, or the night off where you could take a long bath or a quiet evening alone with a glass of wine. Something to look forward to makes the days not seem as endless... This week I may have soemthing to look forward to... I don't want to spoil all the fun, but it is something that I am hoping all works out. 

But I know something you have all been waiting for... more pictures... So since the theme for The Naught Hangout was Favorite Team... I thought I would sport my favorite team... Yeah... That's how I roll, Jersey and Shorty shorts.

 

Guess who's back... Back again

I have been busy, I know we all have. I've also been a terrible blogger and this comes and goes in spurts for me I guess. I haven't been doing too much recently. Working a lot of hours, trying to spend time with my kids, and manage life as a married single wife again, as usual, as always.  Went to the Zac Brown concert last night. It was incredible. What did I learn? That I can listen to every single one of their songs, and the ones they played that weren't theirs and love each and every one of them.

I had a nice night. I  shared a few beers with a shipmate while we talked about the USS Cole, watched a movie with the kids, drew an awesome picture for my sister, and chatted with a good friend for a long time.

I had a good night and I am going to bed happy and satisfied... well I will be satisfied before I go to bed. I was going to pist some pictures tonight to go with The Naughty Hangout theme... but my camera battery died, so maybe tomorrow.  Hope you all had as good of a night as I did. Good Night all.