Saturday Blah

I went to bed too late, was up too early. Having a few people over the house tonight hopefully for some fun... Had an interesting night... had a few drinks played on the computer, talked to Hermes a bit via email. It was nice, to feel somewhat normal.

Woke up early and went and picked up a few things at the store, cleaned house, put stuff away, cleaned, now I am gonna go and starting cooking some food for later. I am minorly perfectionistic and I like things to be just so... perhaps that is why I am always pulled in 8000000 directions. I want to have my hands in a little of everything, I know if I do it, that it will be done correctly. I just wanted to touch base, get my voice heard... I am happy today. I am smiling...